Leg wax. Bikini wax. I have been to three big parties in three weeks. Blanx whitening toothpaste. I am exhausted, burnt out, and poverty stricken due to the purchase of one pair of All Saints military boots and a rickety tiara. Nuxe Huile Prodigieuse. But now I'm done. Garnier Ultra Lift Day Cream SPF 15. At least for a while. I have the most epic dark circles under my eyes. YSL Touche Eclat. 'Anaïs, you look amazing!' ID Bare Minerals powder. What they mean is 'you look thin'. Nars Multiple in Orgasm. Which isn't really a compliment as I am thin because I don't get enough sleep, smoke too much and run around all day long, whilst having simultaneously navigated a marriage break up. 1 Rimmel professional eyebrow pencil Grey/Brown. Maybelline Define-a-Lash mascara Black. And wearing size 8 skinny jeans is really no comfort when you rely on a hot water bottle to keep you warm at night and wake up resoundingly alone. Lancôme pommette in 01 Rose Candide. Khiel's Musk No 1. But I am happier than I have been in years. Carmex cherry lip balm.. More optimistic. Stonger. Garnier Skin Sensitive Make Up Remover. Nivea Crème. And best of all, now I get to… Sleep.